I
should have known that it would turn out this way. I do not know why I
keep trying, because every time Philip rejects me I feel bad about
myself. Makes me want to dive face first into a gallon of ice cream.
We
don't even talk anymore. Well, we do, but it's usually about work or
Derek. Nothing about us. Right now, I don't remember what I saw in him
to make me want to get married. Maybe I just wanted to be settled down
with a family. I was twenty-four, and he bought me flowers and gifts
all the time, and I thought that he was romantic. I had no
other prospects, and I overlooked my reservations.
Maybe I'm just frustrated about another seduction gone to hell.
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