Wednesday, September 16, 2015
SO THIS IS LOVE?
I know of two different songs with that title. One's from the movie Cinderella, and the other, from Van Halen. Actually the Cinderella version kind of sums up how I feel. Well, maybe it's a combination of the two. I don't think I've ever really been in love before, until now. Now I know how it feels. I know that whoever reads this is probably sick of the goopy love-sick posts, but I can't help myself. I love Mark. That's right, I said his real name. I wish that I could shout it from the rooftops.
If you have read my other blog Victoria's Diary, you know that at first, I didn't like him at all. I thought that he was the neighbor from hell and I felt uncomfortable around him. I've come to realize that it is because I was attracted to him from the start, didn't want to admit it, and was fighting it all the way. Now, after spending another day in his arms, I can't imagine life without him. He makes me happy. I wish that I could spend more time with him, but first I have to figure things out. I do know one thing, though--once a week is not enough.
This morning, he was asleep when I walked through the back door. I knew that he would be, because he's been working the late shift all week, and did not get home until around three. He told me to wake him up when I arrived, but I couldn't. He was peacefully sleeping and I didn't want to wake him. So, I just crawled in next to him. Eventually, he woke me up. We skipped breakfast altogether. Later, he made me lunch. It was nice to have someone cook for me, for a change.
You know what song has been in my head? "I Love How You Love Me" from the 60's. Can't get it out. Funny thing. Maybe I should just go to bed. I'm incredibly tired.