|This is exactly what I got|
Once out of that particular nightmarish store, I grabbed lunch--shoveled down a slice of pizza. Then hit the highway for home to be back in time for Derek to get off the bus. Once home, I threw all the packages in my room, swearing to wrap at least two of them before the day was done. All I wanted to do at that point was to take a nap, but that was just a fantasy.
Then, at around two o'clock, the doorbell rang. Since I've been receiving packages lately (almost on a daily basis), I was not surprised. When I opened the door, a man was there holding a box from SuperFlowers. It stopped me in my tracks. Could it be a long overdue peace offering from my husband?
However, when I opened the box, it was quite clear that the flowers were not from P. Nestled in the box were 20 blue irises (I say they are purple, but officially, they are called blue irises). There was no card attached. I was astonished because P never gave me irises, but T did.
Immediately, my mind drained of all sense. My stomach did back flips, and my heart quickened. My legs became weak and could not support the weight of my body. I had to sit down. I was sure that I knew who sent me the flowers, but how and from where? Why?
As for P, I didn't know how to explain it to him, so I put them on my dresser in the master bedroom. He doesn't go in there, anyway. I spent the rest of the day and night in a daze--confused, afraid that he might come in and see the flowers, and then ask me where I got them. I had an excuse all ready, but did not have to use it. I spent a lot of time in my bedroom last night, wrapping presents and staring at the flowers. I wondered what this all meant.
Today, I visited the old age home. I had not seen Frank in a little while, and maybe I thought that I could get some answers. Unfortunately, Frank was more confused than ever, and I was not sure if he even knew who I was. It is really terrible what is happening to him. It breaks my heart.
However, as I was leaving, he had a moment of sudden clarity and asked if I had gotten the flowers that he sent me. I stopped, turned and asked him point blank if T arranged for the flowers to be sent to me, but that temporary moment of clarity slipped away. He said "what flowers?", and I even though I repeated the question, I did not receive the answer I was looking to find. He was lost in his own mind.
But I did get some kind of answer. I didn't mention anything about flowers before Frank brought it up, so now I know that they were from him. I don't know if T had anything to do with it, but I have a feeling that he did, because of the irises. Was it his idea? Why didn't he send a note from Frank? Did he want me to think that they were from him? Was this a way for him to send me a message of some sort?
I don't know what to think.